hurt and betrayal and foolish loyalty and hope...

It's 8:45 PM here at the office making another unpaid OT for sure..

I am used to logged-in  to Grooveshark.com  while working on my stuff here at the office for me not to get bored since I was always alone every Saturday 

I was not new with this song, I always heares it with some of my college fiends in Videoke. 

I was browsing the site when I saw it on the community home page of the site in other member of the site that says "add to favorite" by the other member, I add it in my play list since the song was familiar with me

Linger- Cranberries

I was not waiting for the song to play but when I hear it and focus and the lyrics, I feel the pain and the burden of the

It reaches me really bad.I can feel the hurt and how stupid a person to "linger" on such relationship.

So sad song but yet the background music  makes me feel good to jive in.

here is the lyrics of the song:

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything

I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why you were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong

If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

And I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

And I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

courtesy of elyrics.net

I guess I'ts just hit me...

Obviously! hehe

Tha's why I stopped working and blogged this thoughts...

non sense yet..striking..

:(